Plea for Help!
And now for the latest of cruel and unusual punishment....
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Zane is now being referred to a pulmonary/respiratory facility that specialises in weaning patients from ventilators here in Memphis. This was news to me as I thought we were pushing for Shepherd Center in Atlanta. Turns out the hospital he's in now made that referral and was denied due to insurance acceptance. So this local place called Regional One LTAC (Long Term Acute Care) has reached out and is working to have Zane at their facility. The Clinical Director there went over their stats and the doctor and all the rest of it.
BUT...due to Covid restrictions, I will not be allowed to tour the facility or have access to Zane while he's in their Disorders of Consciousness program. No idea what that length of time this would be. A week? Two? A month? Longer?
SO CAN ANYONE HERE TELL ME HOW THIS IS HUMANLY POSSIBLE??? HOW CAN I BE AWAY FROM MY CHILD WHO'S CLINGING TO LIFE?? HOW? Who's got the direct connection to God because I can't process this. And I'm sure I might die right here and now at the thought of it.
I have put St. Jude on this to see HOW they can help. I've got a call into Shepherd to see what can be worked out as they are lifting their caregiver ban. Somebody has to help me here. This is more than I can handle. I'm in way over my head. Pretty sure I've cried enough to fill a 5-gallon bucket already and the tears keep coming. This is my baby. My ONLY one.
