Bad Day...

Just gonna go for it. Enough happy bullshit. I never do this but ... things actually suck. Zane’s counts are low. And he probably will need transfusions. He has fucking brain cancer. We might not go home on a break. Our trip was was cancelled. Corona virus is ruining shit for everyone. My husband cracked his head wide open and the house looked like a crime scene. My best friend died two days ago. I can’t go to his funeral and possibly not even host his

Celebration of Life. I’m a wreck and I’m about to snap. That is what REALLY IS GOING ON.